CAIRO, Egypt — He entered prison 21 years ago for planning a deadly suicide bombing. He left prison in October as an
Bassem Khandaqji, 41, was one of nearly 2,000 Palestinian prisoners and detainees released by Israel in the Gaza
ceasefire deal. In exchange, Hamas released the remaining living hostages captured when the militant group attacked
southern Israel in October 2023.
Khandaqji was serving three life terms in an Israeli prison for dispatching a suicide bomber to an outdoor market in Tel
Aviv in 2004, killing three Israeli civilians.
In prison, Khandaqji wrote several works of fiction including A Mask the Color of the Sky. It won Arabic literature's
most prestigious fiction prize last year. The novel is coming out in English in March.
"I try to convince my readers by my text that I'm a new man now," Khandaqji told NPR at a Marriott hotel in Cairo, where
he was sent upon his release.
In a wide-ranging interview, Khandaqji spoke about the bombing that landed him in prison, the novel that brought him
literary fame behind bars, and what he has been doing since his release.
In 2004, Khandaqji was 20 and in his third year of university in the Israeli-occupied West Bank when he was arrested.
It was during the second intifada, a Palestinian uprising that lasted from 2000 to 2005 in protest of Israel's
continuing occupation despite years of peace talks. During that time, Palestinian militant groups killed more than 1,000
Israelis, and the Israeli military killed several thousand Palestinians.
It was a "terrible war," Khandaqji said. "When I saw all the people around me ... being killed by the Israeli airplanes
and tanks, that [made] me very angry. I was a young man."
Khandaqji and two other fellow members of the Popular Front for the Liberation of Palestine (PFLP) militant group were
convicted for helping plan the suicide bombing in Tel Aviv.
At his 2005 sentencing, Khandaqji addressed the Israeli military court judges, telling them he had studied about Jewish
suffering under the Nazis, and that Israel had become like the perpetrators of the Holocaust in the way they treated
"You are a victim who became a monster," he said in court, according to the transcript of the proceedings. "Let me say
with sorrow and pain that on this land there are new Nazis who are leading their people to destruction."
In their verdict, the Israeli judges addressed Khandaqji's remarks: "We have no interest in addressing these delusional
claims; it is enough to say with certainty that no expression of remorse can be found in them."
Out of prison two decades later, Khandaqji told NPR he had wanted the bomber to attack a military target, not civilians.
"From the beginning, I told my friends or my comrades in the cell of the PFLP ... I don't believe in targeting the
civilians," he said. "I told them we should attack just a military target. Checkpoints, camps, bases."
He said he did not feel regret for his actions, but if he could turn back the clock, he would not have resorted to
"Did I mean ... to send this suicide bomber to Tel Aviv to kill these people? No! I don't believe in targeting the
civilians," Khandaqji told NPR. "It was a horrible period. It was a complicated period. And if the history will return
back, I will never use the same tools."
In prison, Khandaqji began writing novels, finding ways to smuggle them out for publication — he wouldn't say how.
In 2024, while still behind bars, he won the International Prize for Arabic Fiction. Often called the Arabic Booker
prize, it's considered Arabic literature's highest honor.
His award-winning novel, A Mask the Color of the Sky, is about a Palestinian man with a degree in archaeology who is
writing a novel about Mary Magdalene. He finds an Israeli man's ID card — colored blue, like the sky — and uses it, like
wearing a mask, to pose as an Israeli, in order to cross from the occupied West Bank into Israel. He joins an
archaeological dig, gaining insights into the lives of Israelis whose world is usually off-limits to him as a
Similarly, Israel convicted Khandaqji, who was studying journalism at a West Bank university at the time, for using
press credentials to enter Israel and prepare for the 2004 bombing. Khandaqji declined to comment to NPR on the claim.
Writing about Israelis as a Palestinian
In prison, Khandaqji studied political science by correspondence, focusing on Israeli studies. He still considers
himself as engaged in the Palestinian struggle against Israel, now using words, not weapons. He calls himself
anti-colonialist and believes in a shared destiny in one state, Palestinians and Jews together.
"Unfortunately in Palestinian literature, there is no clear presence inside the Palestinian stories or novels of the
other, of the Jews. ... It's a stereotype presence. It's not talking about the true life ... the Israeli, he's a human,
like us. He is not just a soldier," Khandaqji said.
Israeli literature, he argued, portrays Palestinians as villains. "So I can't treat the Israelis inside my text like
that. I'm looking for a new ethic discourse."
An estimated hundreds of thousands of Palestinians have been incarcerated and detained in Israel over the decades for
alleged offenses ranging from membership in militant groups to rock throwing to murder. Books and essays written in or
about Israeli prisons are a defining feature of contemporary Palestinian literature. Khandaqji's award-winning book
stands out among other Palestinian prison literature, said Issa Qaraqe, the former head of the Palestinian national
library and a former prisoner himself.
"This book doesn't directly address the prison experience like the majority of literature by Palestinian prisoners,"
Qaraqe told NPR. "The book steps out of the prison and talks about Palestinian history and identity in confronting the
Zionist and Biblical identity."
At the literature prize award ceremony in Abu Dhabi, United Arab Emirates, last year, the head of the jury, Syrian
novelist Nabil Suleiman, announced the book had won the $50,000 prize for intertwining "the personal and political in
innovative ways ... with new narrative forms," and for exploring self-awareness and the awareness of the other.
Khandaqji's brother accepted the award on his behalf. In prison, Khandaqji said he found out about his prize from his
"very angry" interrogators, who took him out of his cell to question him.
"I told my investigator that if I [had known] that my words will hurt you like that, I [would have decided] to write a
hundred years ago," Khandaqji said.
Since then, he has written another novel in the same series, but from the perspective of the Israeli character whose ID
In prison, Khandaqji said, he would write at 4 or 5 in the morning, when the other prisoners were asleep, hiding his
writing from them and his jailers.
"That's the most fascinating thing. I can't write without this secrecy, without feeling that I am wanted [by] the
jailer," Khandaqji said. "I turned [into] a wanted man, and my words too, they want my words."
After the Hamas-led attack on southern Israel on Oct. 7, 2023, Palestinian prisoners had their personal belongings
confiscated, including pen and paper. Khandaqji said he wrote an entire novel in his head about another prisoner. The a
book was based on his friend Walid Daqqa, a fellow writer who became ill with cancer and was denied clemency. Daqqa died
"It's an amazing experience to write inside your head without any pen," he said. "I took my novel with me when I was
More than 100 of the prisoners serving long sentences for deadly attacks who were released in October have been banished
to Egypt on the condition, demanded by Israel, that they never return to their homes in the Palestinian territories.
Some of the released prisoners said Israeli authorities prevented their immediate relatives from leaving the West Bank
to visit them in Egypt. Being exiled far from their families and communities imposes a sense of isolation on the
prisoners' sudden freedom after decades living behind bars.
"I'm so scared from the exile," Khandaqji said. "Maybe the prison, it's ... easier for me."
Since he was released, Khandaqji has appeared at book talks in Cairo where he autographs his novel. He plans to pursue a
doctorate in Israeli studies.
"I'm working to continue my project of writing, how to write an anti-colonial narrative inside the colonial context," he
Before he was released from an Israeli prison, an Israeli investigator asked him if he would speak with the families of
the people killed in the suicide bombing he helped plan.
"I told him, yeah, maybe in the future," Khandaqji said. "Maybe I will call them."
Ahmed Abuhamda reported from Cairo, Nuha Musleh reported from Ramallah, West Bank, Sawsan Khalife reported from
Jerusalem and Daniel Estrin reported from Tel Aviv.